I don’t know what to do. I don’t know what to feel. I feel so alone, but I know my friends are here for me. It’s really upsetting me not having my intuition because I don’t know what’s best for me or what I want. I don’t want to feel like I’m disconnected and dreaming anymore.
I want more time to pass.
I don’t know what to do
I don’t think I ever really mattered to you. And it’s the worst because you matter so much to me.
I want to throw up
I want to make out with you
I want to slam my head into the pavement